5 Months 2 weeks 5 Days

Hunny, I love you so much! I am very sad today....a little boy who was sick for most of his life passed away and went to heaven. He had a disease call cystic fibrosis and andother disease called Prune Belly Syndrome (you really great friend Frank has that). He suffered alot....his mommy and daddy loved him so much and they took such good care of him. He is not in pain anymore and can now take really deep breaths. His mommy is so very strong.....I am so grateful that you are a healthy and strong boy. But I promise you, if you ever need me to be strong I will be! I read her blog and I cried and cried....even though you have only been on the earth for almost 6 months, I could NEVER imagine what life would be like without you. Connor is an angel in heaven now - and you are my angel on earth! I promise I will always love you and take care of you and tuck you in and read you stories and give you tons of kisses and bake you cookies (when you are old enough to eat them). Tonight you go to the Dr. I can't wait to see how much you weigh! Today is Grandpas birthday....we made him a great video...here it is

5 Months 1 week and 5 days old

Yesterday was Fathers Day....it was Daddy's 1st. HUnny is just so happy to be your Daddy. You smiled at him - and thats all he needed for a gift. We decorated and gave him a few shirts....but I think thta the thing he liked best was the mug. It has your sweet face on it! I think it juts makes the coffee taste better! You mean so much to him. You know, Daddy's Daddy is in heaven...that is who you both were named after. He was a great man! He went to heaven before mommy even got a chance to meet him...but I know he was looking down on us yesterday and was VERY proud of his son and VERY VERY proud of his grandson. If he were here, he'd give you and Daddy so many hugs and kisses! We called my Daddy on the telephone - he lives allllll the way in PA. Last year we made his Fathers Day SUPER special be cause we drove all the way to PA to tell him that you were in my belly! It made him so very happy. Bobby, one day you will be a daddy and you will remember your first Fathers Day as being one of the best days ever! We love you!